There is a pile of dirt in my backyard

Reflecting in a new location
Staring off at a pile of dirt 
What is the difference
If I can’t let myself be distracted, 
But I only am.

And if I don’t take this time
Staring off at a pile of dirt
Will I boast of how mighty I am
If I can’t, I’ll devise destruction
But I only am

What do I love?
Staring off at a pile of dirt
Devouring coffee and words
If I can’t uproot these weeds
But I only am

Behold the man who goes this way and that
Staring off at a pile of dirt
Do you trust all that abundance?
If I can, I will make this pile my refuge
But I only am

I am a green olive tree
Staring off at a pile of dirt
Forever
If I can’t, the dirt will